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He hates me....why do I fucking bother?

Tue Nov 24, 2009, 7:23 PM
  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: Lady Gaga- Bad Romance
  • Reading: N/A
  • Watching: Bad Romance Music Video
  • Playing: With my hair....
  • Eating: N/A
  • Drinking: Vitamin Water-Fruit Punch
Hey, what's up?
So I've been talking ot my ex lately..
You remember him?
The one who broke my heart,
Ring a bell??

Ok,
Well....
We've been talking every night for the past couple weeks...
He keeps saying he loves me still...
So we might get back together...
But I'm afraid....that he'll break my heart again,
What should I do...
I mean I REALLY LOVE this guy
I even think he's the one...
I can't stop thinking of him for even a second
When we're in a crowd I imediatly look for his face, to reasure me everythings all right.
I just don't know anymore...


Help?


EDIT*


Ok, well the situation above is over
and I need no more help
cause the guy I love hates my guts.
So, thanks to all who helped...


(which was no one...
cause no one cares...)

That's fine with me,
I've lived my life thinking no one cares...
So now I'm proved right.
So later everyone..


I'll just go cry
probaly die inside slowly...

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:icongeckodragon:
once again it appears we have slipped out of communication with each other >.< i will have to pay more attention to that :(

anyway, how are you feeling? much better than since we last talked i hope.
:icontenshi-tigra:
OH GAWD!!
I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY, I really mean it..
I was busy and forgot about it...
D: I'll be more attentive next time, T-T

I am much better in a way...
I'm talking to the guy I love again, who happens to be my ex...-cough-
We MIGHT get back together....-cough again-
I hope so...
I love him to death!
Anyway...
How are you?
Happy Thanksgiving!! Or whatever you call it~

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How many times do I have to say I'm fine, before you believe it?
:icongeckodragon:
its alright, its mainly my fault -_- i have been so busy with work and university paperwork that its been difficult to keep track of things sometimes.

but thats very good to hear ^^ i hope you find what you are looking for and that what you are looking for will make you happy (well if it wouldn't you wouldn't really be looking for it =P)

and aside from overworked, i'm quite well thankyou, very little else is happening around here, just schoolwork and the occasional chapter.

and we don't celebrate thanksgiving, it appears to only be an american thing. >.<
:icontenshi-tigra:
No, no.
It's my fault, I'll take the blame...
I mean it's my fault all the time...
So dont worry about it. (:

Yeah I guess,
But now I hurt him badly and now he hates me for life...
I'm such a fucking idiot.
It does but now it just makes me sad thinking about how I hurt him,
It's all my fault...
And I really thought he was the one for me..
My soul mate...
D:

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How many times do I have to say I'm fine, before you believe it?
:icongeckodragon:
hehe, thats something i would do, its usually me who takes the blame.
here is what we will do, we will comprimise and split the blame 50-50 =P

and thats terrible, i hope you are ok. -_- stupid question really.
if its any consolation at all, i have never had a girlfreind. so i have no idea who may or not be my soulmate, no one even looks at me.
:iconroninvalkyrie:
Thanks for the fave on "Pacific Northwestern Raven". I'm surprised that I got such a response for posting so quickly.

Thank you so much.
:icontenshi-tigra:
It;s beautiful....I want it as a tatoo.

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How many times do I have to say I'm fine, before you believe it?
:icontenshi-tigra:
Lawl. How are you?

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How many times do I have to say I'm fine, before you believe it?
:iconroninvalkyrie:
Fine. I need to take a breather, but Columbus Day weekend is on, thank God.

I personally don't like Columbus but I don't say no to days off anyway.
:icongeckodragon:
hi, its been a long time since we talked to each other, how have things been? :icondragonglomp:
:icontenshi-tigra:
Hey!
I missed talking to you!
I've been busy,
writing more poems..and stories.
You can see them lAteR,
I gotta put on my home computer not my laptop.
Oh things have been moderate.
Got dumped by a boy I'm madly in love with...
And that I'm gonna take a nerological test in a couple weeks...
Joy.
How have you been?
How are you? :glomp: Back at cha'

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How many times do I have to say I'm fine, before you believe it?
:icongeckodragon:
hehe *is glomped*
i've missed talking to you too. i'm glad you have been busy, last time i spoke to you, you had writers block. i can't wait to see them :eager:

and it doesn't sound like you are having a good time, i hope things improve for you soon. :(

and i have had my ups and downs, i've had swine flu, been overworked, miserable. happy, with plenty of free time. and sometimes even a little bit lonely, but that is passed now.

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