

First VersionI used to dream of you My special boy In the darkness of the night I used to run my hands through your hairFirst Version
When we kissed I used to love being in your arms
How you held my hand so tight
When we walked in the mall And how you kissed me goodnight When you stayed over Now those times are over I used to are the correct terms now Now that time is up The sand has drowned the simple I love yous... Now I sit here every night
Tears streaming down Blade in hand
I carve your name again and again
In my arm, my n


First version....I used to dream of you My special boy In the darkness of the night I used to run my hands through your hairFirst version....
When we kissed I used to love being in your arms
How you held my hand so tight
When we walked in the mall And how you kissed me goodnight When you stayed over Now those times are over I used to are the correct terms now Now that time is up The sand has drowned the simple I love yous... Now I sit here every night
Tears streaming down Blade in hand
I stare at the reflection of you
In the blade &nb


.... :3You dont know who I am How I live How I act How I am Who Ive been is endless What Ive done is meaningless One cut is all I need To sharpen my skills My craving for the red river Once again, the blood dripping Gushing out a waterfall of scarlet Staining the white around me Blood dripping Once again.... :3


...Ive thought in the past a friend was a friend Now Ive learned to trust not A friend is a foe in disguise...
Im not willing to trust again So many I have cried over So now to still my beating heart I stand repeating I will die without a care in the world
Or be it so I die without a fight


ForgottenForgottenForgotten
Ill never forget the night she was revealed. A sickly child, starving and hungry for power. Even under my eyelids and all alone I still see the cruel, malicious smile.
You introduced me to her In the most casual way possible. Saying it was inevitable you and her met. I say she was thrust in life for miserys sake.
Ill never forget the stains in the bathroom. That bitter smell still stings my throat And brings saliva to flood inside my mouth. Swallowing the bile, I see the glaring eyes.
You reassured me that all
anyway, how are you feeling? much better than since we last talked i hope.
I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY, I really mean it..
I was busy and forgot about it...
D: I'll be more attentive next time, T-T
I am much better in a way...
I'm talking to the guy I love again, who happens to be my ex...-cough-
We MIGHT get back together....-cough again-
I hope so...
I love him to death!
Anyway...
How are you?
Happy Thanksgiving!! Or whatever you call it~
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How many times do I have to say I'm fine, before you believe it?
but thats very good to hear ^^ i hope you find what you are looking for and that what you are looking for will make you happy (well if it wouldn't you wouldn't really be looking for it
and aside from overworked, i'm quite well thankyou, very little else is happening around here, just schoolwork and the occasional chapter.
and we don't celebrate thanksgiving, it appears to only be an american thing. >.<
It's my fault, I'll take the blame...
I mean it's my fault all the time...
So dont worry about it. (:
Yeah I guess,
But now I hurt him badly and now he hates me for life...
I'm such a fucking idiot.
It does but now it just makes me sad thinking about how I hurt him,
It's all my fault...
And I really thought he was the one for me..
My soul mate...
D:
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How many times do I have to say I'm fine, before you believe it?
here is what we will do, we will comprimise and split the blame 50-50
and thats terrible, i hope you are ok. -_- stupid question really.
if its any consolation at all, i have never had a girlfreind. so i have no idea who may or not be my soulmate, no one even looks at me.
Thank you so much.
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How many times do I have to say I'm fine, before you believe it?
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How many times do I have to say I'm fine, before you believe it?
I personally don't like Columbus but I don't say no to days off anyway.
I missed talking to you!
I've been busy,
writing more poems..and stories.
You can see them lAteR,
I gotta put on my home computer not my laptop.
Oh things have been moderate.
Got dumped by a boy I'm madly in love with...
And that I'm gonna take a nerological test in a couple weeks...
Joy.
How have you been?
How are you?
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How many times do I have to say I'm fine, before you believe it?
i've missed talking to you too. i'm glad you have been busy, last time i spoke to you, you had writers block. i can't wait to see them
and it doesn't sound like you are having a good time, i hope things improve for you soon.
and i have had my ups and downs, i've had swine flu, been overworked, miserable. happy, with plenty of free time. and sometimes even a little bit lonely, but that is passed now.
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